halloween_costume crOwl when i was watching that little_known_leaf fall today, it was the highlight of the long day of pastiwerking, my own landscape business, out in the indian summer rain. it was nice weather even just to let the rain fall on you. i was thinking later how when we cry and then walk out into the rain, noboby can tell that we've been crying. i've been sad today. kathy and i have been distant ever since i brought home a dvd called, "goodbye lenin." she ridiculed it as a documentary and yet we both have not seen it. often we make the mistake of reading a bad review of the film online. i heard it won six prestigious european film awards. whoo! and so i cried several times today. just looking at the leaf, actually many of them. i was cleaning them up, raking them together in huge, wet piles. i guess it made me question my existence again, as we all do in so many ways. scoperta_de_bello. in some new way, no longer indivisible. neues_leben hey, we're off to a costume party. i'm going as pinocchio. how about you? what's your costume? 041030 ... from now on i'm a ghost 041030 ... once agian I shall be a devil sexy in my black tights and high heels and my slinky red dress with its thigh high slit. sexie perhaps, but with every inch a devil. Things are never what they seem. 041030 what's it to you? who go blather from