groundhog_day
epitome of incomprehensibility The February one is a day, the day-repeating idea is a movie. July is one long day or movie, but the good thing? It contains groundhogs.

...

The grumbling: things feel like repeats, a rehash of being 15 in a tireder body.

The subject says groundhog-day-July has had her

1) sad because the boy she likes likes another girl
2) unreasonably panicked at a specific situation
3) embarrassed about feeling panicked
4) deadline-anxious about an unfinished project

but she knows she's not fifteen because she's added being

5) worried about jobs and money

...

But here's the grounding exercise. Go outside, take the 204 bus, and see the groundhog nibbling grass near the Des Sources REM station. Or if not that particular groundhog, train station, or bus...another one.
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raze some days it's
a toaster in
the bathtub.

or a wished-for
fall from the top
of a tall building.

other days the desire
to be better, to do more,
beats back the impulse
to end it all for a while.

however the connective
tissue might change,
the song that sings me
awake each morning
is always the same.

just once, let me skip
to the good part, past
the last chorus and
seconds_before_the_fade.
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from