ember
insouciant I search through dark
I stand in dark
I give in to dark
I’m consumed by dark

I let it wrap my heart
Parasitic worm
Darkening the blood
Headed to my brain

Let myself out into the cold
Emptiness needs its space
Wander nothing, step by step
Each one draining warmth
Darkness finds its home

Down the depths of despair
I find
A low fire keeping itself alive
Clutching hopeful light
Guarding kindness from the expanse

I gaze, eyes lose focus
Enraptured, i observe
Immediately longing for the glow’s warmth

As i outstretch
The bitter void relents

The fire roars
It searches my soul
And gifts
One small, powerful
Ember
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Bizzar and yet an ember will fade, or simply cease to exist without a spark. a flame. fuel to keep it burning.

a spark that can be missed with a poorly timed blink. a gaze away. the wrong eyes. leaving me feeling sorry for anyone who misses it. misses you.
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epitome of incomprehensibility "Ember" always feels warmer than "amber," and I don't know if it's only what they represent or something about the vowels. "A" is chilled, preserving the colour of flame but not the spark. "E" smolders, threatening or comforting or a come-on. Come on, gather by the fire. Mid-vowels lean against lips, closer than the remote low ones, standing alone like stars. 220727
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