dumbass myke "I feel like the biggest dumbass on the planet. I can't believe how bad I screwed up." I feel like a big dumbass too. For having feelings for you. I knew better, yet still was open. You told me exactly where you stood, but I ignored it. It hurts to be a mistake. I know I'm not the mistake, what we did was the mistake. You now have to face the consequences, and I'm sorry for that. I wish I was in his place. 110104 ... myke “I feel like the biggest dumbass on the planet. I can't believe how bad I screwed up.” Thank you for that. I know it meant nothing to you, but it didn’t feel that way. I felt like we connected, on more than just a physical level. We were pretty much inseperable the entire weekend. You couldn’t leave, knowing you had a 12 hour drive in front of you, you stayed for 4 more hours. I did this to myself. And so did you. 110104 ... myke I'm glad I did you no harm. Only to myself. I wish I could innocently "like" one of your photos without making someone jealous, but that's life. Such ugly beauty. 110118 ... unhinged i see the cycle we inhabit yet again and yet again i am afraid to hop off the wheel of unhealthy bullshit we have made together which makes me feel stupid i'm such a fucking dumbass and yet no matter how much i or you beat me up i can't walk_away god_fucking_damn_it 110118 what's it to you? who go blather from