don't_look_back lostgirl shaking loose the past startles and stirs the protective layer of dust on the surface of the memories unsettling feelings rise fear bubbles up into now realization arrives quickly as eyes open wide facing forward only the future is too important to not be safe 100723 ... cocoon in anger? i cant believe im thinkig of oasis :S 100725 ... raze a voice said don't look back, walk out in one clean stride, don't look over your shoulder. so i did, and i did, and i didn't, and regretted it all immediately. not because there was something to soak up, though there was, but because there was a moment i threw away for no good reason, and i knew i'd never get it back again. good thing i had those big-ass sunglasses to put on so i could hide my shame from anyone who looked long enough to see it. 141220 what's it to you? who go blather from