chad green_tenedril i hold your hand so you won't feel anything i take your drugs so you can't feel anything i hold you tight so you don't lose everything but i can't hold you like this forever so i guess i lose you. 010503 ... green_tenedril it's come to this we were only imagining who we were you perfect in my mind and i in yours you need to stop dreaming, chad. i love you but you don't know what i mean when i say that. i know that i stopped dreaming long ago. please forgive me for what i have to do. someday we can rebuild, ihope ihope ihope. 010504 ... green_tenedril yes, you. why do you come back to haunt me when you you know we can never be? (or can we? my watery heart asks) if you have to go just go away for good. don't linger here like an unanswered prayer. you've broken my heart, and i yours. yeah, i sat there watching labyrinth last night all alone, wishing you were with me, that we could be watching it together with me in your arms... i don't know if this is love or a very slow way to commit suicide. 010507 ... nocturnal chad walker rocks. everyone should look at devotedbee.com. cool cool stuff. 010508 ... jess looks a giraffe...ha 021108 ... angry voter the ones left hanging in florida will prove to be the ruin of us all 021109 ... jess and dances like a frog..hahahaha 031112 what's it to you? who go blather from