blip past for a moment the newdream ended, was up for sale, blinking "your content here!" and then it was back as if it never happened. 220307 ... raze i've had nightmares like this. i know better than to count on anything lasting forever. but i'm grateful we're still here, bonded by the_red_thread that brought us together and keeps us connected. 220307 ... past it really makes me appreciate our benefactors. they aren't even using the main domain, it seems to only run blather and an old website under "/oldschool" 220307 ... raze i think it's been a long time since dallas has even looked at blather, outside of being called back when there's a technical problem. but he always shows up when there's a need to delete viagra spam or iron out a database issue, and he allows these spaces to go on existing when it must cost something to maintain the necessary server space. i don't know how many times i've emailed him over the years about one issue or another. he's always been incredibly kind and quick to intervene. last year he came here to fix a problem we were having with line breaks. on his birthday. that's a rare human being. i get the impression sage hasn't had anything to do with blather in more than twenty years now. but he wrote the code that's allowed us to carve our own words into these walls. i can't imagine my life without the people i've come to know and the things i've been lucky enough to read because these blue and red places. and all because two college students had an idea when the internet was still nebulous and young. it still blows my mind after all these years. all of it. 220307 ... raze (i also can't believe i typed "because" instead of "because of" in that paragraph up there, but my brain says, "believe it, baby, and get your ass to bed before you commit any more sins against the written word.") 220307 ... past dialogue unavailable due to internal server error. 220721 what's it to you? who go blather from