paradoxical just a kid i don't know whether to say "i want you" or scream "shut the fuck up. get the fuck away from me just fucking go away" but there's nothing in between, and i don't trust him enough to tell him anything that matters but i don't dislike him enough to push him as far away from me as I can and i don't feel like aggression and cursing at him will solve anything... just make it uglier 051202 ... oren A_word that happily rhymes with popcicle! 051203 ... oren popsicle. dammit. 051203 ... andru235 paradoxicle 051203 what's it to you? who go blather from