i_just_came_to_the_worst_realization_and_im_going_ littleidiot and this is my way of letting it out, because i won't be able to let it out physically--at least, not in front of anyone i know. aghhh DAMNIT. im so sick of everything and how nothing ever makes sense when you _need_ it to. fuck. 021221 ... stuff nuts 021222 what's it to you? who go blather from