fail auto cross reference system "Fall" misspelled. See here_is_your_lesson_for_today. 011220 ... Lime Rider to recognise. the problem. Is it me? Fuck. I'm a bit uncomfortable. Emotions running over. Music. Laughing. Crying. Feel music. Can't keep them in. Hahaha... fuck nuh. Haha. Shit.I'm sorry. fail to stop. Bliss in music? 020404 ... celestial ive never failed at anything before ive never been this low ive never needed anything or anyone i need help now but i do not want it nor do i feel as though i deserve it 021117 ... blown cherry Surely I make some difference? Some outward happiness seems visible to me when we're together. You smile and cuddle up to me like you need the feel of my arms arond you. But what difference does it make? It doesn't seem to keep the fear at bay, since dreams and thoughts continue to haunt you even in my presence. And in my absence I read your posts, and it would seem I am unable to break through into that darkness you call your own. My only hope was to lessen it a fraction. I can't tell whether I have done so. My love seems only an ornament that you like to have around. 021118 ... Photophobe Burning in his Sleep I wouldn't let you into the dark even were it possible. I wouldn't damn you to my inner hell. You make a difference - just not to that. You can't change my nightmares. You're wishing for powers beyond any of our means. 021118 what's it to you? who go blather from