clarity
kyla sleeping in trees,
whistling with leaves,
creaking with swings,
and an ant.
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silentbob suddenly 020214
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Freak clarity and closure don't exist. 020906
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suicidalchinadoll of vision
and of purpose.

of your purpose for me,
and I see with such clarity, the means you used to twist me. The rules you followed to force a feeling, and the rules you broke when you tried to fuck me against my will.

the purity of my rage when discovering the source - and hearing the last year spoken back to me, hearing all my objections nullified by clever word-play.

you're lucky you're across the country.
and for now you get to keep your balls.
090707
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from