selfconciousness
ergo hum
as
a
13
year
old
,
it
was
excruciating
as
a
71
year
old
I
don't
believe
there
is
any
self
to
be
conscious
of
.
It's
just
old
habits
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old
habits
or
. . .
new_hobbits
?
...
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...
ego hum
have
you
ever
experienced
it
?
Is
there
a
consciousness
of
self
?
or
just
a
consciousness
as
I
see
myself
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I
seem
to
be
consciously
aware
of
myself
but
who
can
say
?
maybe
I've
been
tricked
into
believing
I
am
conscious
!
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from