touch_down amy the ground surrounded with heaven. nothing for fear, or cruelty, except possibly at night. something for Her to devour and regurgitate. to save you from hell, so to speak. "trust your head around". 031111 ... shadow le crowl on earth as it is in heaven. 031111 ... rubydee and cotton and linen and lace smother_me in blankets of every color weight, shape, texture especially those extra heavy ones that weigh down my heart, slow my breathing, remind me of the coffin that will contain my remains when this_life_is_through I made Xander a blanket fort today pulled the pillows off the couch, buried him in snuggles and giggles stuck my feet in the sand pit and listened to the baby make truck_sounds all morning talked about excavators and pterodactyls, train stations and trucks of all kinds Laying here now thinking about watching little kids And learning more from them than they do from me 241027 what's it to you? who go blather from