this_is_why blown cherry "so what? i never had an opportunity to do anything about it. you fell for sleazeball before i could dump you properly. I lost face. i wanted to die. I still do now - thanks for bringing it back! You leave this alone and I'll stop asking if you enjoyed fucking loserboy on saturday. It's doubly hard for me because i have no-one to talk to. You've got heaps of friends that you can bare your soul to (i'd like to be one, but you won't have me) and i have nobody. You can talk to..... 10?... people about this. I HAVE NOBODY! DO YOU UNDERSTAND? NOBODY! FUCK YOU FOR BEING ALL SELF-CENTRED. SPARE A THOUGHT FOR EVERYBODY ELSE! how come i always am the nice guy and always get shat on from all sides. THIS IS WHAT I HATE! fuck you, and blake and everybody i once new. I wish society didn't think suicide was shameful. It's the only thing stopping me." This is why you can't be someone I bare my soul to. This is why we can't be friends. 020513 ... Tildan Gee. Was always really scared of being called loserboy. He exposed my one weakness. heh. 020514 ... unhinged here_is_no_why 020514 what's it to you? who go blather from