so_that's_the_monster this should be rillian the fear of something horrible happening is like a child unable to sleep. turn the light on and show her that nothing is scary under the bed. 030820 ... birdmad looking back at me stupidly from my mirror 030820 ... nomme i've been feeding 030821 ... shadow le crowl i thought it was more than just what i imagined. 031017 ... nom i've been so haunted drifting afraid don't know what my life is i should silence this beast and never return here lock the door throw away the key 031017 ... misstree i was wondering when the grins on the revelers would slip. 031211 ... sans nom when the grin slips what does it reveal? 031211 ... Fido I saw it tanding in the rimmed tungsten of my moonlit night. I refuse to follow with the word "fright." So I I asked it, "Why? Why is it there?" It answered, "I am Mr. Benjaman Shant. Not it or this or that, but me, my friend. So please call me you, for that I aren't. And of the conversation that was the end. 040907 what's it to you? who go blather from