sad_things
solitary I have become adept at letting someone kiss me while my eyes wander the room thinking about how this happened in the first place, and wishing I liked it as much as he does. 030725
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frAnk when someone takes away the freedom to pursue someone for their friendship. 030725
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misstree goodbyes like voyage farewells. 030725
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bandersnatch when i realise that i dont care. 030726
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once again The silence that ensues after our grim hellos and the quiet noises that a telephone will make when it has ceased to ring. Lists of dreams forgotten in childhood diaries and friendships long ago listed in the obituaries... Too many things are getting me down I want to forget you maybe I'll drown. I can't drink you away it reminds me of you, the sweet taste of of liquor burns with your kiss and that's just another piece of you to miss. I'm sick of all these sad things, why don't I get to see you smile? And there is driving in the darkness I never felt endangered and after my fourth glass of water I think we can go to bed. Will you hold me while I sleep and chase away the sad things... for a minute. 050119
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megan expectation 050120
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belly fire Frida, gone in her sleep. 050121
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belly fire losing people
who are taken
losing people
who are not gone
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raze the broken body of a ladybug, found half a step from a blue box where empty bottles go to die. 240612
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