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jane lennon please look at me

my love

here i am

oh
my love
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. please...heal this ache
i've let it go on too long, and only you can fill it now.
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jane don't stay
away
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long.
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kerry i adore this song.

in a 1988 tv interview michael aspel asks george and ringo how they learned about john's death, how they responded and felt.

george said, "i feel not so bad about it... i believe what it says in the scriptures of the bhagavad_gita, it says there's never a time when you didn't exist, and there will never be a time when you cease to exist. the only thing that changes is our bodily condition--soul comes in the body and we go from birth to death and it's death--how i look at it is like taking your suit off."

then george looked around and said matter-of-factly, "i can feel him around here."

ringo felt him too, very strongly one time in a hotel room in LA. he was feeling down and john was standing in the corner saying "what are you doing?"
ringo said, "i'm being miserable."
and john answered, "c'mon, get it together."


peter mailed me a copy of the bhagavad_gita when i was depressed and lost in oregon. i read a chapter and then put it away. after watching this interview i picked it up again.

in the second chapter krishna says to arjuna, "the embodied soul is eternal in existence, indestructible, and infinite, only the material body is factually perishable."

have you ever known or believed something innately that you couldn't explain? and then someone comes around and articulates what you didn't know you already knew?

have you ever felt the sorrow and the dream? that everything is clear in your heart? that you feel life, you feel love, that everything is clear in our world?
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