lookout stupidpunkgirl black hair and an industrial this boy has been abused well-spoken and smart he seems untouchable the shyness creeps in i want to know him reading a book by himself i glance over to see but i think he doesn't give a shit about me 010212 ... soia ! records 010212 ... stupidpunkgirl yah.baby. that's what i'm refering to.... 010213 ... plummeting birdmad below! 010213 ... stupidpunkgirl i saw him at the_love_ugly the other night and dennys last night. i want to take away his pain and make it mine. give him what little happiness i have. make him forget about her. make him realize he doesn't need her. there's something about him that i can't get over, i need to be a part of him. and i wouldn't treat you like her. i wouldn't use and ignore you. the world could be ours if you could just let go. let's just leave together, get away from here. 010218 ... silentbob mr t experience the donnas Groovie Ghoulies Ann beretta 010311 ... daxle please bobby, tell me you don't like the donnas 010311 ... stupidpunkgirl he wants meghan. not me. she couldn't care less about him. funny how life works out. 010407 ... COLDandBLUEkitty things change.. he ended up meaning the world to me. i gave him everything.. trusted him with everything. and thought i was HIS everything too.. he ended up cheating on me twice in one night. not telling me for 4 days. breaking up with me.. for one of the girls he cheated on me with. and everything he ever said to me was a lie. and now emily's glad she didn't get him [at least i think.. and HOPE she feels that way] the thought of how happy we were still makes me want to cry. but i escaped all my saddness and hid away in john's company.. and in the streets of chicago.. i feel better now. just a great loss, betrayed.. and disappointed in myself for giving him so much. and trusting so much 010520 what's it to you? who go blather from