illusion
belly fire
I
woke
up
this
morning
still
on
the
twilight
of
sleep
and
for
the
first
time
in
so
many
months
the
light
of
early
morning
came
through
my
window
for
a
minute
I
thought
it
might
be
raining
outside
the
way
the
sky
used
to
look
in
the
spring
before
my
mother
drove
me
to
school
that
old
familiar
familiar
came
back
to
me
so
easily
like
the
smell
of
fresh
worms
and
soggy
grass
yet
the
irony
is
I
never
daydream
about
the
snow
the
bitter
no
-smell
of
the
morning
and
the
dormancy
that
is
always
so
unsettling
just
below
the
surface
the
world
is
still
sleeping
and
the
rain
won't
be
here
for
months
yet
it
was
just
the
illusion
of
the
early
sunrise
minutes
earlier
each
day
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...
frAnk
nice
work
.
i
know
the
feeling
of
nature's illusions.
this
very
morning
as
i
look
out
at
the
azure
sky
and
even
though
a
fresh
snow
from
yesterday
and
4omph winds
created
drifts
up
to
four
feet
in
some
areas,
i
am
still
tricked
into
thinking
its
warm
.
think
again
.
mercury
never
lies
.
it's
six
degrees
.
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...
Soma
Time
is
an
illusion
That
helps
things
make
sense
So
we
’re
always
living
In
the
present
tense
It
seems
unforgiving
When
a
good
thing
ends
But
you
and
I
Will
always
be
back
then
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