i_love slothisily i love you and you don't love me i love you and you don't love me i love you and you don't love me what could hurt more than this? 041125 ... .&. how some say they see me how sometimes i think i see 050111 ... .&. how some say they see how sometimes i see 050112 ... kerry him i looked into a spoon where my tongue had once been and knew i loved him. it will be okay, he said over and over, softly, like snow. and we want to cut ourselves up and quilt our pieces together, a patchwork of clay and gauze, plum and peach. i'd dig networks of tunnels to get to him if i had to. but if you don’t need me, what’s the point of even falling in love? 050112 ... crOwl when i read things like this all i can do is stare into space, see the words form images, shake my head. it's like eating when really hungry. drinking when parched. rubbed when your muscles ache. so well written. just enough. 050112 ... kerry thank you 050113 ... slothisily i love so much it hurts i love so much it's tearing me apart i can't even talk to her anymore when you left, my last barrel of strength left you're gone but i'm still here, left to clean up the pieces that i don't even want to clean up it's my own family and i don't even want to clean up the pieces in fact, i want to break a few pieces myself it's my own family and i love them all so much it hurts, but i can't bring myself to say the things that need to be said or to do the things that need to be done i love and i hate and i love i love but love is not enough love is never enough 050710 ... nomme) my cat chicken 050710 ... cocoon i love me 050711 ... nom i love my love 070102 ... somniac love alone is not enough love itself never claimed to be anything but just love Love is just love. Love is amazing. 070223 ... mcdougall wooden buttons. 070326 ... . i'm angry today, where are you? 070326 what's it to you? who go blather from