fake_smiles_and_plastic_flowers aM i DiStUrBeD? Where are you when I need you? I cry alone at night, Clammy hands tighten around my heart Keeping you from sight. Each moment is spent in searching For you, whom I lost, You were the other half of my soul And bought for an untold cost. The moments I steal are for sleeping And dreaming only of you, Those precious moments spent together Their worth: we only knew. Hand in hand we walked together, Underneath the mist. We were reminiscing times together And those wishes we had wished. But now my being is broken, The phial smashed upon the floor. That potion turns to poison As I battle through this war. I knew that this day would come, But not that I had this long to wait Those secrets we shared turn into lies And my love turns into hate. The sky: as fresh as rain Is now as grey as my mind, And the bark once the darkest brown Broken: on the ground for you to find. Maybe I’m too old for this, but When I try to find you, you aren’t there. So I’ll wait forever under this sycamore tree Until I see the blue feathers in your hair. 050116 ... rhymer s&m and golden showers... 050116 what's it to you? who go blather from