empty_without_you tilt i really mean it. it's not a good thing. when you're not around.. i'm just empty. staring blankly at the screen, no expression on my face, listening to non-descript music and feeling the same. i'm actually empty without you. 061029 ... tilt time doesn't seem to pass... minutes turn into hours. they could turn into days. this is bad. last time you were away i didn't eat. i was visibly thinner after a week. my cheeks were hollow. i actually can't cope without you. 061029 ... tilt you've only been gone an hour? maybe i'm just in a bad mood. nothing is happening. i need distractions that involve other people. i can't just sit here doing things by myself. i can't because if i try, i end up just staring blankly into space. 061029 what's it to you? who go blather from