cougar
mon
why i hid when i heard


---1988
16 May. Jesse Sky Bergman, 9, was killed by a 4-year-old male cougar near Tofino, British Columbia. He had gone to visit his father about eight kilometres north of Tofino. His body was found badly mauled about the head. Paw prints indicated the cat had stalked him---


i remember this
being talked about in the news

the news
"a child died
be careful"
one sighted nearby

lips
faces
people so blurry

as i ran
a sound in the woods
eyes closed
i lost all fear of height
or at least it seemed, for a moment
and then my heart caught up with me
the rain

oh,
the wet ferns
deep soil sweet
the dogwood trees
a perfect place to hide
i will be smart
like a wasp in the sky!

sometimes i feel
i am still there
safe
trembling in the lush green

snail shell thin
memory dirt
growing
as lichen
soft and pale

hollow tower
fallen woods
new trails

new feet
discovering
new marching ants
new toadstool stories
an old bridge across the falls

where i hid

why
i hid

when
i heard
a boy was killed

not too far away
a boy they said
died
don't run they said
if you see one
don't run
stand still
keep quiet
hide! till you are sure
the coast is clear

i watched the man
from my house
i watched the man
go down to where
i played

in the evening light
with his gun
and i thought
he was going
to find it and kill it
but it was saved
that day they had a cage

my brother came home telling me
he didn't know where i had been
playing that afertoon in the_woods
040106
...
nom there was a cougar attack
in the news january 8th 2004
060416
...
your dear friend crOwl unbelievably written, mon ami.
i am breathless.
bravo. ciao.
060416
...
nom thanks. 060418
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