and_there_is_so_much aM i DiStUrBeD? And there is so much, So many things I want to do I want to grow up And share them with you. I want to share my life And become as if one. With the earth that I hold And the grass I sit upon. To run my hand through waters To dive in to many lakes. To swim amongst my fellow comrades That in this life we partake. There are so many things I want to achieve, Before at last I settle down. I want to break free of this shell And fly away before I drown. 041126 ... aM i DiStUrBeD? And there is so much, So many things that I want to say To hold you to your ransom And with my life repay. I want to give you my heart, Outstretched in my feeble hands Before retracting it and mumbling something About our love and your demands. But maybe ours is a selfish love, That never really was. Just made up in my mind, Because you were there and because… There are so many things I want to say to you, Before at last my brittle heart breaks. Before the clocks strikes and my time is up, Before it is too late. 041126 ... aM i DiStUrBeD? And there is so much, So many things I cannot achieve. My heart won’t beat, My brain, dead I cannot make myself believe. So you can leave me here to perish. But I have the wonders of my mind; To feel the breeze, the earth the grass To keep myself alive. And there is so much So much time left in me. To become the person whom you never saw: To at last be able to see. These new senses have grown without you, I can see, hear, smell, taste and touch. Without you I can discover everything Without you there is so much. 041126 ... Fido someone anyone tell me what to do my heart can't take it anymore NO NO NO IT CAN'T GOD OH GOD please... where to begin eating all these peanut butter and jelly sandiches. Fin. 041126 ... once again so very much of everything. 041126 what's it to you? who go blather from