seething pilgrim Violent roiling Incessant boiling Endless turmoil Deep seated unrest Rage 010129 ... silentbob this lonesome heart 010303 ... chiidi pacing up and down back and forth g r i n d myteeth knuckles cracking cigarette after cigarette alternating between the verge of tears and maniacal laughter a desire spoken before its time a twofold distance prevents a better phrasing if i stop i fear i may turn to stone 010303 ... process hate thing 010918 ... Aimee I find myself wringing my hands together and wishing my nails could actually cut instead of scratch... in 5 mins I'll be okay. 030720 ... misstree i can feel my skin burn, times like these. the heat is immense, my hair tingling, blood racing, each cell jostling each other like commuters anxiously, angrily rushing to an execution. I feel every pulse. Every beat burns for you, to see you splash scarlet against the wall. The driver of my mind is tight and controlled as an athelete, holding rein on all that wants to burst forth. Patience, wild horses. Patience, ember and explosion. Patience. Just keep riding. When we get there we can all flower into our full and terrible potential. 030721 what's it to you? who go blather from