hands
luck is green i hold your eyes in my hand, your lips in my heart, and your taste in my head 020125
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peyton if I could tell the world
just one thing, it would be

we're all okay
and not to worry
cause worry is wasteful
and useless in times like this

I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair

I'll gather myself around my faith
that lights the darkness, most feared

poverty stole your golden shoes
it didn't steal your laughter
and heartache came to visit me
but I knew..

it wasn't ever after..

jewel
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rubydee
poor pickedy
picked up fingers
when is the last time you were whole?

probably in_utero
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argo who drew that tiny turkey? followed by the sound of people looking for a girl with small hands 030508
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silentbob locked in mine. its supposed to be casual but its like its not 040306
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kerry the space between us shuts softly like two pairs of lips, map erases itself leaving us standing in one square of pavement stranded, your hands like branches that scritch and scratch and drag over things, mine blind and hungry at the tips of fingers, sealed in the palms, somehow suffocating and sticky.
i just want to stand in the room where i was born.
i am writing a novel.
the rings and albums and seams break when i answer the phone or when you cry on my shoulder. when your lenses prevent me from brushing fingers near your eyes.
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zedel i want your hands
on
in
around
me
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unhinged i remember his hands
knobby knuckled
i stared at his hands in calculus class
from behind
they were really the only part i could admire covertly
imagining them all over me
maybe that's why antiderivatives passed me by



i have to pay someone
to touch me that way
now
090225
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from