vestigial
ovenbird
I
am
not
a
bird
.
At
least
not
yet
.
But
I
have
vestigial
knowledge
animating
the
twitching
muscle fibers
of
my
body
and
it
takes
only
a
small
electric
jolt
to
bring
it
into
full
expression.
Men
of
science
once
thought
that
ontogeny recapitulates phylogeny.
We
now
know
this
is
only
a
half
truth
at
best
but
I
don't
need
whole
truths
,
fragments
will
do
.
It's
good
enough
to
believe
that
in
some
embryonic
form
my
body
contained
the
possibility
of
flight
.
Now
I'm
building
a
nest
.
My
fingers
find
twigs
and
strips
of
cedar
and
moss
covered
branches
and
intuition
lets
me
weave
them
into
something
rife
with
potential
.
I
build
something
big
enough
to
hold
an
eternity
of
dreams
.
I
line
the
bottom
with
rabbit
fur
and
hummingbird
feathers
, cattail
down
and
cottonwood
snow
.
I
don't
know
what
will
gestate
here
but
I
can
feel
ephemeral
forms
taking
shape
in
calcium carbonate wombs.
A
yolk
of
hazy
memories
feeds
a
host
of
rapidly dividing cells
until
something
curls
in
upon
itself
and
looks
for
a
way
out
.
I
lend
my
warmth
to
the
quickening
spark
and
wait
to
see
what
will
come
into
my
care
,
and
whether
it
will
,
in
its
own
quest
for
survival
,
let
me
live
or
or
take
my
life
to
feed
its
own
.
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