unrequited
argo 1Intuitively I thought: he wants me to adore him. Love sick so he can construct some integrity and leave me on the office carpet, untouched. I knew he wouldn't go for it and that I didn't have to either, but somehow I did anyway.

2Tediously I think: my cheap summer is over and I have nothing to show. It's Sunday, the day that you're supposed to enjoy, but don't. Half of my thoughts are obsessive (I imagined 1? good for you, I hope you're wrong.) Apparently the instinct to reproduce has overwhelmed the instinct to prosper.

secret3pleasegivemeadvice But I still have a week. And after all, unlike him, I have nothing to lose.
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namae He: "Unrequited love can only exist where one denies a mutual feeling", they say.

She: THAT'S A LOAD OF CRAP! I'VE NEVER LOVED HIM!
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misstree "In love, one person always grows bored while the other suffers."

-some tarot book.
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argo crush and burn 010830
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michele Unrequited love: it's what I do, it's my thing. 061116
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n o m maybe i am cursed 110520
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unhinged the_day_you_died
and what i did that day
never seemed properly acknowledged
or appreciated


and it all went
seriously downhill
after that
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jane requited_love 110523
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Ouroboros no place for my desire 121107
what's it to you?
who go
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