the_dream_of_friends amy in red is common. Alas, friends often mistreat each other with an aloof laissez-faire attitude. the_dream_of_enemies get totally obsessed about it and trick 'em into Jesus. Not for special reasons, but because he's so good at putting anybody in a contemplative trance. make them feel like they are in trouble ( because they are.... otherwise they'd be neglecting enemyhood...... ) Saturn in Libra..... Pluto in Libra...... September..... October..... Or, you can just mind your own business and pretend you'd be friends, if that were possible. 110325 ... unhinged you live in a dream land where staying friends with people you've had more intimate relationships with is possible. but even you woke up and realized that's not really possible when the thought of someone else inside me made you jealous. maybe someday we could have been friends. someday, when i didn't have to be stuck in your back pocket. someday, when you were capable of understanding what that meant to me. *sigh* letting_go of the dream you made for us has been difficult at best. but the pain of living in that fallacious place somewhere between sleeping and waking is too much for me to bear anymore. i don't want to be your friend i just want to be your lover house_of_cards 110325 ... unhinged (but no one told me walking_away would feel like this deep_down i think i knew this would be the truth of it that's why i wouldn't let you let_go for so long and eventually you beat the love right out of me eventually i couldn't think of a single nice thing left_to_say i'm_sorry_too) 110514 what's it to you? who go blather from