let_go faint take it inside digest, process and forget repeat 020321 ... silentbob don't 020322 ... fuck it FUCK YOU!!!!!!!! Fuck it all!! I have waht I want; I hate the way your words get to me and mess up my mind!! ::punches you so hard you're knocked unconscious and fall to the ground:: I want to punch you until i faint with exhaustion!! Fuck!!!! Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!FUCK! 030219 ... sincerely dear Mr. it, fuck um...i'm sorry. i didnt mean it, so please stop yelling at me. Bandersnatch 030220 ... nr i've typed and deleted so many words. i don't know. i don't know if things are the same or if anything was ever anything or if i was ever special at all. i've been trying to turn my attention away, to meet people, to do all the things. and they are all good things to do. i've been trying to keep you in a different box, but whenever you climb out even a little, i want to hang on and not let you climb back in. i haven't had this much fun in a long time and that's hard to give up. 240726 what's it to you? who go blather from