unconscious
tender_square
"
i
guess
there's
this
part
of
you
that
unconsciously
wants
to
deal
with
this
guy
,"
he
said
.
as
if
i
was
acting
from
a
place
of
non
-volition.
as
if
i
was
not
aware
of
of
the
consequences
connected
to
my
choice
.
as
if
i
needed
his
approval.
230505
...
nr
i
sleep
with
an
eye
mask
resting
on
my
eyes
and
a
soft
shirt
covering
it
,
and
with
earplugs.
i've
been
having
especially
detailed
and
strange
dreams
lately
,
with
scenes
that
are
fairly active
and
last
a
long
time
.
i
keep
waking
up
from
the
dreams
with
things
all
askew
.
a
couple
of
days
ago
,
i
woke
up
to
find
the
eye
mask
and
the
shirt
had
both
disappeared
,
and
one
of
the
earplugs
had
come
out
of
my
ear
and
also
disappeared
.
another
day
,
i
woke
up
to
see
that
the
stuffed eeyore
who
sleeps
beside
me
in
bed
was
on
the
floor
.
it
made
me
wonder
what
my
body
does
to
accompany
my
mind
when
i
have
no
control
over
either
.
260310
...
nr
(
maybe
askew
isn't
the
right
word
here
.
but
i
like
it
.
and
it
is
fun
to
google
.)
260310
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
