so_much_beauty monadh i ache to live so merry bruised heart a treason is there is so much beauty i am ignorant to feel so wounded i feel so desperate like a nation starving for freedom fighting relying on vision torn apart by revolution frustrated confusion clad with innumerable reasons i will never conquer if i can't encounter so i'll sing the sound of caged wings swift and strong escaping into dark wonder dream not a lone universe 031017 ... lotuseater the deprived sitting next to her in class today... its hard to concentrate when the only thing on your mind is hugging her tightly and whispering in her ear "i love you soooooooo fuckin much.." shit. 031113 ... lotuseater the deprived sitting next to her in class today... its hard to concentrate when the only thing on your mind is hugging her tightly and whispering in her ear "i love you soooooooo fuckin much.." shit. 031113 ... lotuseater stupid computer... ididnt mean to post that twice 031113 ... mon what happens to the colours of a rainbow when the light changes 031115 ... celestias shadow oooh, red blather. so pritty! 031116 ... Death of the Red Rose they slide back into hiding, waiting for the next oppurtunity to come out and shine. 031116 ... shivers i feel warmer already 031116 ... skyburst why can't my heart see 041114 ... anomalous blinded by sadness 050514 ... nom) it happens 051009 ... n o m i can't make you see 100904 what's it to you? who go blather from