sick_and_tired nom of the yelling short fuses shot nerves constant fear repetition of scenes 031021 ... nom i'm just trying to live here okay i hate my mouth and i hate the expressions on my face and i hate my silence and i hate having to speak i hate singing mary had a little lamb with my hands covering my ears i hate thinking that it's gonna be a replay it isn't anyone's fault it just is i wish i didn't i always makes things worse either i get a teepee or i'm calling about the studio in the paper neither how could i i know you need my help i have no solid answer it hurts that i need to find one swimming in every direction i don't want to go anywhere i don't want to stay anywhere i have nothing nowhere no one yet everything what can i do? if i leave i will be gone and that would be failure i have already failed so much 031021 ... nom i want to paint_the_floor i don't know how long the paint will last 031021 ... lotuseater FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP FUCK THE SYSTEM FUCK IT UP 031021 ... nom please_erase_me 031021 what's it to you? who go blather from