sad_little_breathing_machines
crOwl in this
we are
living
temporarily sidetracked
purchasing oxygen with american express
just to portray our concern
is on anyone but ourselves.

tired
blue
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laugh at your desire to escape
smile as you wave goodbye
040727
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unhinged a tiny bitter little laugh
knowing my addiction, escapism for what it was
but not caring enough to stop
that i ran away from myself for years
glass, wood, papers
040727
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log burning fire davidleigh 040727
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unhinged the thought of not having one makes me as sick as having one; i bought a new pipe in waikiki 040821
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slothisily [this is one of my favorite blathes] 040821
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Doar nicely done. 040821
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birdmad sitting in the corner, plugged in and churning like a minature diesel engine, oxygen and water

cannula from the bottle to the nostrils

(count on the churning of the motor to hide the answer to question of whether or not death has a rattle)

at some point, the plastic tubing was the only thing that anchored his soul to his shell...

but eventually, even that tether was nbot enough.
040823
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. http//blather.newdream.net/b/blurring_the_edges_55_orphan 041103
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mourninglight "her heart is a machine" 041104
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crOwl not me
i gulp air like a fish i drink air like an irishman i suck air like ...um, i'm not telling.
050925
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from