nothing_at_all bijou yeah, there are songs that aren't about you. thank fucking god. and there are things that i will do that aren't because you are watching. you won't even look twice, probably. i won't need you to. this is for me. you may have just pushed me over. hmph. pretending that i was finally free? (you can't leave me here.) and it is going to be sweet. like they handed me my life, for the first time it felt worth it, like i deserved it. why did it take me so long? it was never really love before, i think. now i truly know. that was it, tidal waves and breaking windows and all. that was fucking it. it's going to be sweet. i already had a taste. hard, but sweet. like a watermelon jolly rancher. 020630 what's it to you? who go blather from