inside_out crOwl i was given what i need did i give what i had? where did i hide it? when did i say, "here it is. take it!" 051003 ... Sonya He says I'm insane...what the hell would he know? I'm the one carrying a cross? I don't hang up photos of exes on my door like a fucking graveyard. Take a look in the fucking mirror. I'm done trying...DONE. the fed up feline 051003 ... pete heart in a blender 051004 ... IGG i've had enough of this incompetent boobery! 051004 ... crOwl gathering, we are all wind blowing out, taking in shaking, we are mistaking identity for truth losing, we are gravitating towards the proof of our dependance. we arrive alone seeking contact we look for a moment in the eye that is familiar like an offering seeking acceptance hoping for acknowledgement unable to comprehend we are the antithesis 051229 ... hsg and fuzzy 061126 ... hsg I'm a sweatshirt I.o. because my master was too warm. I put my fuzz outside to intentionally not trap & warm air. I stay dry this way, avoiding his nasty sweat, for if I get his nasty juice on me I get angry & cold & refuse to l8r keep him warm when he needs me most. 061130 ... crOwl my house from where you are is a long distance. i would travel so far and never reach you. so instead i'm dreaming of what it would have been like. i'm laying down in ice and snow, set down with the memory of what it felt like to be warm. to hear bees. to see dandelions. to smell cut grass. 070125 what's it to you? who go blather from