infuriating blue star I have a *friend*. I say *friend* because even though I hang out with him he bugs the crap out of me. He is such a hypocrite. Apparently, 2 nights ago he drank for the first time but he doesn't want anyone to know, so he runs around going,"You know I'd never drink!" and then he says,"Whenever I see orange juice it reminds me of vodka now." He pisses me off... he thinks he's bad cuz he got drunk one night... Then again, considering who he is I guess it's relatively acceptable. He's just stupid, I don't know why I bother. 010326 ... selfish you are beyond infuriating. you don't even know. back and forth, back and forth. smiles and glares. we will never see eye to eye, I don't even want to anymore. you are an ass and I don't want to talk to you again. but I will because you are so wonderful to me, we are so wonderful together, but so wrong for each other at the same time. you say you're honest, which is good. but if what you said is the truth as you claimed it is, then you must feel the same way about me. think about it genius. I am the epitome of everything you despise, you seem to know this but you do not realize that it means you hate me as well. open your fucking eyes. yes, I love you with all honesty but sometimes you really hurt me. I've only said something once or twice, but you do it all the time. you make me feel dumb. not really because I know that I am not, but you say things that make it sound like you think I'm inferior to you. who the fuck do you think you are?! you are exactly no one, but you mean more to me than anyone else in my life. I love you, you worthless piece of shit. 010327 what's it to you? who go blather from