giving_up_the_struggle unhinged step_into_fear resonant_happiness shambhala_training undo by bjork 110124 ... lg the struggle for me has always been finding the answers, explanations, and reasons... NOW_i_see truth_is_ever_changing change_is_the_only_constant 110124 ... unhinged the answer is yes the explanation is because you are inherently good and the reasons are because all the actions you've ever committed have led you to this point 110124 ... unhinged (some truth is never changing: there is a current of goodness in the world every cause has effects ) 110124 ... unhinged perception_of_the_truth_is_ever_changing 110124 ... unhinged unfortunately for us, means i learn how to tell you no. we have been ripping and pushing and pulling for over a year. i am ready to move past that as a person. but i found myself wistfully looking out the window of the coffeeshop yesterday (something about wet neon makes me sad) thinking of you talking about finding new people to hang with at school, a new girl to get with, and i was sad. that once again i am left achingly alone. my heart struggles with my aloneness. my heart is weak with it. 110126 ... lg i looked at the red brick floor and i thought of you. last year was an epic year...and i can honestly say i_wouldn't_change_a_thing. 110127 ... unhinged does that mean i say yes or no? 110204 ... unhinged seems to be harder than the struggle (or maybe i still don't know what struggle really is) 110510 what's it to you? who go blather from