fizzing za a red piece a long time construction of what? roofs of paper a short time organic waste breaks and breaks back to what it was 030101 ... kerry the lopsided glass in my hand i've mixed the chamagne with the juice we're watching movies and hear the cheering upstairs 2003 already? i wasnt ready for 2002. she said drinking champagne was "like drinking the stars" and i even remember the way her head tilted and eyes narrowed and lips curled a little in a sweet, reminiscent smile. we made resolutions not to make resolutions. and then we made a silly one and i dont know if i can keep it. it was something about finding someone to kiss by the next new year's. and that is so impossible for me, and such a sad thought that i do not even want to attempt it, almost. i'm not ready for 2nd semester and new classes that will be even harder. i'm not ready for chemistry and AP classes and hot weather. i'm not ready for the year being halfway over. i don't really know where i want to be. i don't even know what i'm trying to say. 030101 ... icewater "It makes me feel elegant..." she said, eyelids yawning. We better use the plastic cups. Everything fizzes on the surface as I reach for one: champagne...where are we?...someone watch "The Ring" with me, I'm too afraid to watch it alone...this tastes like how glitter looks...I wish I had somebody to kiss for New Years... 030101 what's it to you? who go blather from