fixated
unhinged
i'm
a
little
fixated
on
the
whole
surgery
thing
at
the
moment
.
sometimes
it's
hard
for
me
to
distinguish
reality
from
the
drugs
they
gave
me
.
but
i
swear
to
god
they
taped
my
butt
to
the
table
because
i
remember
holding
in
the
belly
laugh
that
bubbled
to
my
throat
at
the
thought
of
my
right
cheek
being
taped
to
the
operating
table
.
and
then
i
woke
up
and
the
nurse
was
yelling
at
me
for
scratching
my
face
.
i'm
kind
of
scared
by
that
...two
hours
of
my
life
totally
lost
.
i
have
no
memory
of
them
....just
a
scar
that
proves
that
something
actually
happened
.
did
i
ever
mention
that
i
don't
like
hospitals?
010310
...
twiggie
is
it
better
now
that
you've
had
the
surgery
?
010310
...
nocturnal
my
mom's
afraid
I'm
fixated
on
the
computer
.
she
told
me
she
was
worried
. hehe,
in
the
immortal
words
of
will
smith,
parents
just
don't
understand
.
010310
...
mikey
im
hoping
Unhinged
ends
up
being
ok
and
does
well
. shes
such
a
beautiful
person
.
010311
...
mikey
next
time
just
tell
your
mom
"
im
just
blathering
"
010311
...
silentbob
if
i
could
somehow
make
you
mine
...
010311
...
unhinged
it
is
better
;
no
more
infections
;
those
hurt
more
than
the
surgery
.
i'll
be
okay
.
010311
...
mikey
good
=
o
)
010311
...
dB
Unhinged
,
as
your
attourney,
I
advise
that
you
have
a
blueberry
muffin
.
Always
used
to
make
me
feel
better
. :-)
010311
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
