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epitome of incomprehensibility Last night, the memory of a real thing kept recurring in my dreams as a symbol.

The object? A tin holding various wooden game pieces. The pieces were for a two-sided wooden game board, a large square board with rounded corners. It belonged to my grandfather (Grandpa) but we kept it at our house. On one side was a game called crokinole, which is like miniature curling; on the other side was a checkerboard and maybe some other games (tic-tac-toe? backgammon? I never learned how to play backgammon). In the old tin, there were crokinole pieces (rounded puck shapes, like miniature curling stones) and black and red disks for checkers. There were other game pieces that didn't seem to belong to these games, but were sometimes enlisted to replace missing checkers; I remember a white cylinder with three ridges in it - it seemed a notable shape - and a few marbles of different styles (cat's eye, glittery, opaque).

This odds and ends tin was fascinating and beautiful to me, and I don't know what happened to it. Probably we gave it away with the game board, or one of my uncles got it. Possibly it's still in my parents' organized-but-dusty basement with the craft supplies. I haven't thought to look for it in a long time.

Anyway, in one part of the dream, I was using the extra/unidentified game pieces to make up new games. This was an expression of the moral: "Usually follow the rules, but not always."

In other parts, the tin became a symbol of diversity and acceptance of incomplete sets (possible applications: refugees and math), then of a phrase like "Necessity is the mother of creativity."
180315
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unhinged i had a very clear dream of watching joseph with his wife from a far with a middle school aged boy.

his wife...he had one of those. a wife


couches

random drunk kissing and making out



he wants me to visit him and his wife in new york.


in the dream i see them from afar in a crowded room, confined area so i decide not to fight the crowd to catch up to them to say hello. it seems like a better choice to let that awkward potentially confrontational encounter slide.

(i have never been able to pretend to like his women and his women always hate me for being in his creative world especially if they have no way to enter it)

i can't go to new york. he has a wife. even my dreams think it would be awkward to be part of that triangle.
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