deliberation
no reason i read once that people born on my birthdate are supposed to avoid this. because we're predisposed to it.

doesn't look like that'll happen anytime soon!
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nr i still think about this sometimes. maybe i have got better at avoiding this, but maybe i haven't. 261026
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raze sometimes i spend so_long weighing every possible outcome and trying to work out the best course of action, i end up talking myself out of whatever i was going to maybe consider doing, and i don't do anything at all.

i wish i could stop thinking so much and bite the bullet. but that's how teeth get broken.
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