can't_sleep
hsg
wish
i
could
080826
...
jane
{
i
have
to
have
ambien}
080827
...
hsg
melatonin
080827
...
birdmad
(...clowns
will
eat
me
...)
actually
,
it's
"
kittens
won't
let
me
"
nor
will
their
mama
bloody
hell
,
i'm
as
spaced
as
anybody
ever
was
080827
...
silent storm
because
you
were
probably
with
her
all
night
.
god
,
i
hope
i'm
wrong
080828
...
raze
story
of
my
life
.
130216
...
PeeT
try
valerian
root
tea
130216
...
ovenbird
After
the
party
I
couldn’t
sleep
,
though
I
tried
to
lead
my
body
through
the
ritual
of
succumbing—warm
milk
and
my
dog
’s
warm
body
,
warm
sheets
and
warm
thoughts
,
just
one
more
chapter
of
my
book
,
a
fire
banked
high
enough
to
last
until
morning
.
And
yet
I
shivered
as
if
damp
with
winter
rains,
and
my
stomach
was
a
spitting
kettle
of
acid
that
would
not
be
tamed
.
I
lay
propped
against
three
pillows
and
hoped
that
gravity
would
drain
the
bile
from
my
throat
but
the
roiling wouldn’t
cease
and
the
hour
grew
late
and
later
still
and
I
turned
the
clock
face
away
from
me
so
I
couldn’t
see
it
smirking.
260920
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who
go
blather
from