a_few_years wisdom torch is all it takes. or, many. really, you've got all the time in the world. 020822 ... ShilohLives In a few years I'll see you again..Just wait... 030629 ... bespeckled is a few years is all it takes for us to forget about each other? Is that the future that you sigh about but have resigned yourself to? When you're close, I know I don't need you, don't depend on you ... when you're just an hour away. But the thought of being on the other side of the country from you ... for that few years time it takes to forget - longer than the few years time we've even known each other! - I shiver, I'm frightened!, It scares me so much!, that in that short time we'll become nothing to each other- almost as if the clock had turned back to before we'd ever even met, before we'd touched each other's lives and hearts and spirits. Will the imprints we've made on each other just ... bubble back out? disappear? dear God, i'm so frightened. Now i need you more than ever, that you're letting yourself forget about me. 030630 ... Cicero it's a torturous realization - that of finding yourself gone, erased from the past and the present, left hanging in a bitter silence, alone, your very past erased, unacknowledged not in a few years - in a few days the death of a future is a misfortune the death of a past is a tragedy 030630 ... i suck Older A broken stroller Turned down by goodwill Mess after mess Still there's more A drink spilled on my journal I blowdried it And now it is just moldier Time passes I tell you i am fine but I died already in my mind Stay pure You are not pure And you never will be 030701 what's it to you? who go blather from