crush silentbob so swoony so self-serving, and self-loathing at the same time so irrational and demanding so often mistaken for love 010422 ... argo I have never loved anyone, just carefully weighed worth. I exagerate and fall in love, they don't let me go, and I lose my feet in the fight. 010424 ... splinken i don't dream about you. 010723 ... Brad that damn girl needs to call me, already. 010723 ... blamethesky last night we admitted that we had a mutual crush on each other. and i feel so close to you, you're my best friend. and everything is so perfect just the way it is. 011019 ... garden variety amaranthus caudatus 011019 ... guitar_freak dreadlocks 011120 ... psychobabe ahhhh subnormal 011120 ... bitch of silence to good to be true 011209 ... only_tuesday meghan called me the queen of crushes. and i know that's true..nothing is more fun than having a crush. days of stolen glimpses and many questions. wondering. they're so much more fun than actual relationships. 011209 ... psychobabe its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush its only a crush *MUST KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT* its only a crush 020106 ... 0of46 -ing me with things i want to know, but i would be better off just using my imagination. -ing me with your love -ing myself with depressing thoughts -ing my heart with lies and secrets 020313 ... jinx ouch 020313 ... bijou fuck_you_in_the_heart 020314 ... jinx SQUASH 020526 ... nr man, i'd forgotten what it was like to have a crush. so stressful. so much questioning. you gave me such a great hug tonight. 151117 ... nr as i always say, it's all fun and games until you like someone 211122 ... nr i wonder if i'll ever have a realistic and attainable one of these 220310 what's it to you? who go blather from