walking_in_the_wind mon uow my_nightmare not this morning but last i was in vancouver it's this same dream different every time but always the same in some way i am suddenly aware of being there i'm sneaking in the back door the kitchen door with my family i think someone is upstairs now the people who live in the house they've caught me before so we are trying to be quiet i notice our old neighbour ruth's flowers are gone and realize she's dead now i don't want to be here i want to be home i'm standing in the kitchen there is the mirror i'm holding a piece of paper it's a newspaper clipping i'm horrified to be reading it's about my mountain neighbour it says they found his receipt but not his body he was shopping in town such a sad story the general store ladies quoted saying the town blew up only the villagers in their homes survived but the ones who were shopping and working in town died and it's ten_years later someone tells me i wonder where i've been and i realize i've been walking around the trees in oak park it's windy i've been walking in the wind 050413 what's it to you? who go blather from