this_world_is_not_for_you
sandblasted and nameless
the
message
from
within
and
without
,
repeating
with
military
precision
across
time
and
space
like
a
pulsar,
is
that
this
world
is
not
for
you
.
and
it's
not
in
some
judgemental
way
,
as
some
cosmic
punishment
.
no
,
it's
just
the
self
-selecting mechanism
of
raindrops
falling
either
here
or
there
.
sure
we
can
artificially
keep
the
puppy
born
with
only
one
leg
alive
--maybe
he
can
do
math
or
bark
out
a
scratchy rendition
of
jingle
bells
to
warm
our
hearts
--but
things
just
stick
or
they
don't
.
the
infinite
wind
grinds
against
my
sensors, inflicting
pain
and
numbness
at
once
.
exhaustion
is
the
reward
for
trying
and
failing
and
trying
and
failing
and
trying
and
failing
.
131016
...
Pilgrim
I
leave
no
progeny.
No
great
innovation
to
change
the
course
of
History
.
No
Fortune
to
be
fought
over
.
I
pass
like
a
shadow
into
the
night
.
An
Observer.
An
Eternal
Outsider
.
I
Am
Good
with
That
.
131017
...
JC
the_world_is_what_you_make_it
you
are
your
own
GOD
.
go
forth,
and
follow
your
BLISS
.
131017
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
