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somniac of course, this place encourages it
with its potent blood-red wallpaper
and it's chorus of angsty voices
and glimpses of familiar faces

this is where i go to be self indulgent
self obsessed and self pitying
it brings out the worst
the most wanky and cliched

i go elsewhere for other types of writing and other personalities
but this state of exhibitionist depression always brings me here
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little wonder its sort of like walking into a big empty room that's full of fog. you almost feel alone but there is a definite sense that there are others near, or maybe they just left. even after wandering through the dark, thick air for hours you can't see anyone but occasionally bump into the things they've left behind. a lot of it you can tell has been there for awhile, but some of it is fresh and new and without dust so you know you just missed them. it has all of the components of being just a little unsettling and perhaps holds an eerie quality, but there is an enveloping comfort and familiarness to the fog that you can't help but embrace. 080211
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PeeT is turning into the house of wonder. 120409
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