things_that_make_me_sad Jarec i can't sleep you need to be in the right kind of mood to sleep i can't sleep i don't know why but then again that's a lie the things you see and the things you don't the truth you know, but really wish against there are some things that make me so depressed i want to kill myself right here on the spot everyone i love seems to love doing something that makes me feel sick inside they all seem to do something that makes me want to kill myself and the worst part is, if i did kill myself, they would only do those things more stomping on my broken dead heart with excuses to get fucked up it all just makes me want to cry why won't everything work out happy so i can die... 021020 ... kerry how ironic that this blathe comes up this morning..... (see: party) 021020 what's it to you? who go blather from