things_i_don't_miss raze having my feelings diminished and discounted and disrespected. being made to feel expendable. living in limbo. being punished for someone else's sins. the_silent_treatment. the aftertaste of empty promises. the wounds made by words wielded without any thought given to their true weight. all the things we never were. 240404 ... ovenbird Walking circles for hours with a screaming baby strapped to my chest. Being woken by cries every few hours for a year and a half. Sterilizing bottles. Ineffectively pumping milk. Diapers. Introducing solids. Wrestling with the stroller. Wanting to die. Thinking I didn't deserve saving. Believing my child would be better off without me. Not being able to see how wrong I was. 260126 what's it to you? who go blather from